拼命 say no

今天起床心情非常 down .自我评价非常低.大多数的朋友努力上班,却没有资本召唤我. 在app 上写了日记,和朋友们互相鼓励了下,又开始漫长艰难的一天.

Wake up tired and down. Nine o’clock in the morning,the rest of world are summoned to their titles, mums/managers/presidents, left me soaking in this quiet place.

朋友说她家娃娃对医院直觉敏锐.只要一到医院附近或者在他生病的日子出门,他都能察觉到.然后开始拒绝出门.

A friend of mine told me about the hospital alert of her cute little sun. Whenever they are approaching hospital, the boy would say no and run away with a I know what you are doing face. So smart!

自己和娃娃非常像啊.不也是被东西吓坏了,以致于一做相关的事,自己就拼命 say no.

The familiar pattern arose on me in the same way. Just like a frightened child, I declaim no to whole scary things.

但是也有不太一样的地方,自己是个有手机和电脑的人,是个有身份证有支付宝有微信公众号的人.

Difference sprouts from me, as I am in possesion of the tools such as wechat/alipay/laptop/cellphone. These tools make it possible to send something out to grow.

除了拼命 say no,自己还能发公众号 say no,还能给 say no 的这文章配乐.配乐来自新朋友昨晚的推荐.想到这里,又开始开心得忙碌起来.

So I wrote this blog to cheer myself up and cheer all the people in the world up if they are able to read in mandarin or English.

希望天下所有人,都能在特别 down 的时候通过创作和沟通获得力量.感谢那些帮助天下所有人进行创作和沟通的平台.

Thanks to all nice people who take advantage of their tools to help themselve getting better. Thanks to all networks/applications make communication and creation possible and convenient.

ps.那个让我非常害怕的东西是什么呢?是工作.因为之前合适的岗位错过了,而为了家庭而将就的岗位体验太差了.在这过程中,全部的心理落差都是自己在承受,家庭却极少分担.我一度认为是自己有问题,自己索要过多.当然这也是一种解答.但是明明还有其他更有温度更有色彩的解答,比如下面这段来自 quora 的回复,见 Why do some people try to be unique and different from others? - Quora.

Why do some people try to be unique and different from others?

Some people don’t want to blindly believe everything. They explore all avenues before concluding what is correct and what is incorrect. Such skeptical people look like different people to us. These people have a natural tendency to explore before choosing a path. They don’t want to be different. It is their curiosity which makes them different.

Most of the people don’t deliberately try to be different. A number factors contribute to make them look different. I would like to give an example.

I have a friend who stood first in almost all the exams in her student life. She won many gold medals in her student life. People think she is a genius. But there are many factors which propelled her to success. She was the only child to her parents. So her parents took more care about her studies. Her father was a heart patient. She loved him so much.

She wanted to become a doctor so that she can treat her father. She was from a below middle class family. So she had to work extra hard to secure a free seat.She used to feel very insecure when she was in class because most of our classmates are from very wealthy families.

She went through an identity crisis. She wanted to live a rich life like her classmates. All these factors motivated her to be an exceptional student.Others who don’t know about her personally think she is a different person.

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